Freedom From Religion Foundation Scholarship Essay (4th place)
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Price, policy, producers, profit, productive resources and property rights are topics of economics, not prayer. Sitting quietly at my desk, listening to anything but economics I questioned my future role in the atheist movement. My heart was pounding and I felt my hands starting to sweat. To speak up or not to speak up, that was the question. Did I want to speak up for atheism while suffering judgment or keep my thoughts quiet and move on with my life? My brain was conflicted while my voice ruptured through resistance. All of a sudden I heard, “How can you compare atheism to smoking? Do you not think that crosses the line of what to say in a public school classroom?” Finally someone stood up and then realization hit me, that someone was me.
Growing up I always would hide behind my parents when meeting someone new. I was the shy and timid little girl who had the face of fright during elementary school plays and never wanted the leading role. I was the young student who never spoke up if I felt like something was incorrect because I feared the idea of being out casted. I never saw myself as an activist because I felt as though I contained a quiet voice, a voice that would drown in the sea of loud and outgoing people. But one day that was tested in my summer economics class. Upon entering the high school classroom during the summer of 2012 everyone (including me) was excited about the teacher and he was excited to see us. His personality was sociable and friendly and he obviously had spirit for passing on his knowledge like many teachers have. As the semester went by I realized that his passion for passing on his knowledge was not focused on economics but focused on religion, prayer, and spirituality. Instead of teaching economics he would teach us that certain historical people were among the greatest because of their spiritual enlightenment. He also expressed to the students that it was human nature to have a spiritual and religious component, therefore making atheists unnatural and against human nature. This teacher went so far with this idea to even compare atheism to smoking and how the body originally rejects smoking just like “the mind rejects the concept of atheism.” This was the first time he said the word atheism in the classroom and it was the breaking point for me. At that moment my voice felt so powerful and unstoppable even though my brain was demanding to silence the neuron’s signals going towards my voice. After questioning his capability of saying those statements in a public school classroom he shrugged it off with no reasonable reply. Still he would not stop.
On the board the next week he drew arrows pointing up like a mountain while describing the positive effect prayer does to the state of mind. I knew something had to be done but I had no idea where to start, still I was new to the atheism movement and only came out recently in the preceding November. Because of his loud personality I was scared to speak up again, plus I felt like I was alone – that everyone else agreed with him. Even though I felt alone in the classroom I knew I had the help of the online community group I call family. That night I posted in the Houston Atheists Facebook group my situation and my thoughts were reaffirmed – that action had to take place. I was directed to the Freedom From Religion foundation where I was able to get help from the Staff Attorney Stephanie Schmitt. After various email exchanges Stephanie wrote a wonderful letter to the superintendent of my school district. I had a few friends in the same class that were angry with me and said I destroyed his freedom to religion, but in reality his actions were unconstitutional and were not related to economics at all. This was economics class, not Sunday school. From this event I learned that even though I grew up with a shy personality I can still have a passionate and assertive voice that fights for what is constitutional.
I’m stunned that there aren’t any other comments here yet; that should change soon since Hemant Mehta posted about your bravery. Congratulations and bravo on taking what had to be a very difficult stand. During the time I lived in the south (including years in Houston), I wasn’t yet a nonbeliever, but I can only imagine how the culture in a ‘burb of Houston would create the potential for fierce blowback. Color me impressed.
thank you so much! It’s been an interesting experience being a nonbeliever in Texas.
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Congratulations, Sara, on your courage to speak up. It’s an important thing you’ve done. I’m continually struck by the number of public school teachers who don’t recognize the difference between government speech (what they say in the classroom on behalf of the government in their role as public servants) and private speech. One cannot run afoul of the Establishment Clause then run for cover under the protections of the free speech clause of the First Amendment. The First Amendment isn’t an a la carte menu. You get it all.
Just wanted to say: Good Job!
And also – if anyone says that you destroyed his freedom to religion, you can tell them that it was in fact the teacher who was “destroying” everyone else’s freedom of religion by forcing his believes on them!
Hi Sara!
I now work fro the Secular Student Alliance, and just wanted to both applaud your general awesomeness and let you know that you aren’t alone in Katy, Texas. I graduated from Mayde Creek High School in 2008. Please feel free to get in contact with me personally if you ever need any support. My email is jessica.kirsner@secularstudents.org
You are braver than I was in high school, and I am glad to see someone from my school district doing something awesome! Keep it up!
Brava, freethinkerusa! I read your story on Hemant’s webpage. It’s refreshing to read that a young adult is willing to speak up! Keep on that path! “Take the risk of thinking for yourself, much more happiness, truth, beauty, and wisdom will come to you that way.” -C. Hitchens
Nice work, Ms. Sheppard. Needed a good pick-up-my-spirits story this morning, and yours [which I read on The Friendly Atheist blog] did the trick.. Please accept my congratulations and my thanks.
R.A. Becker
Ogden, UT
Excellent Sara – I’m so impressed by your action. It certainly isn’t easy, but it is the right thing to do.
The only place for religion in a public school is in a class examining the history of religion – preferably multiple religions. I worry about the quality of instruction from anyone who could make such a foolish assertion.
good luck to you and thanks!
Excellent job! I also live in Katy, and it is VERY unusual to see free thinking around here. Congrats on standing up for yourself.
That’s pretty cool! You should check out Houston Atheists, Houston Oasis, and Humanist of Houston on meetup.com!
Good for you Sara! Keep standing up for what you believe in.
I applaud you, Sara!
Awesome, keep up the good work!
Did the teacher ever get suspended or punished at all for what happened? I’m very curious!
Amazing bravery, standing up to this!
I believe they just talked to him.
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Well done Sara.
I really like this essay. I have only one correction to make:
This: “I feared the idea of being out casted” should read: “I feared the idea of being cast out.”
Other than that, well done
Well done, Sara!! It’s difficult to speak up and sometimes we pay a price for doing so, but you definitely did the right thing. I hope others learn from your excellent example!
I don’t want to diminish what you’ve done in any way, but it makes me sad that atheists feel like they have to ‘come out’ because it is not considered to be the default in our society. I get the sentiment- I’m in the south. Just wanted to say that I hope we can work for a day when stating that you don’t believe a religion is as sensible and mainstream as saying that you don’t believe Elvis is alive.
Just saying.
Please keep talking, keep pushing. America needs to see that atheists aren’t just lazy people without morals (the view from people around me who don’t understand that I’m not “just going through a phase”), but can be intelligent people who crave reason and logic more than superstition.
thank you very much (:
I just wanted to say I am very proud of you. You did something that is difficult for even seasoned adults to do – to stand up and risk going against the grain for what is right.
STAY STRONG. ❤
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Sara , You’re a true hero for taking a stand against the stupidity of religious superstition ! You go , girl !!!
Brave girl, Sara. I commend you. Many adults are not that brave; to be so young and stand up for what you believe is true heroism.
I am so proud when my children or any person of any age sees an injustice and acts to right it. Thank you for being such a forthright role model for your peers and even the more myopic adults in our world. You have done your community and our country a great service. Thank you!
Saeam Thank you so much for your standing up! I will do my best to raise my children just like you! ! James from Cleveland.
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If an education doesn’t teach a person to think their own thoughts and speak their own mind, it hasn’t taught them anything of prime importance. Oh, you can speak French, or topics of economics, like Price, policy, producers, profit, productive resources, etc, but if you come out of our educational system without the ability to form an opinion on what’s going on in the world around you, and the ability to stand on that opinion, then what have you really learned anything of real importance to go out into that world as a fully participating citizen?
Well Sarah, I’d say you have one up on your peers, and it’s young adults like you who give me hope for future generations that they will be in good hands, as I am sometimes kind of cynical.
Keep up the good work, and always follow you heart and beliefs, because even as a humanist you have them, and never, ever let anyone try to shove their believes and/or God(s) down your throat.
Very nice essay by the way.
Best wishes always,
Bill H.
Huh, I can’t think of anything to add to the praise already here. Well, it’s good to see signs of lucidity in the USA these days. Keep up the good work!
I admit to having tears in my eyes while reading this young girl’s finding of her voice. In the face of what one feels is her own limitations, and in face of a society that increasingly is infringing upon views seemingly out of the mainstream, her courage is a lesson to all. The Snowdowns, the Mannings, the Assanges, have nothing on this young gal. Kudos to her and may she serve to others that it stanidng up for what one views is right is a life affirming action.
I’ve been part of a missionary community for five years but that doesn’t actually mean I appreciate the idea of pressing religion or even spreading it. As an MA student moving onward to my goal to become a professor I’m extremely happy to read this essay. Sara you’re actions are inspiring and serve as a sign that academia and education is the place for free and critical thought. My beliefs should not twist my goals as a scholar and interfere with the learning of students but they should help form my character and move me forward in the objection completion of my academic goals.
I feel that someone who has their faith in the right place shouldn’t even make others aware of said faith; not because of fear or anything like that but as a form of respect and a symbol that one cherishes freedom and individuality. Thanks again for taking a stand Sara; it pains me to see teachers do this kind of thing.
Well done, Sara. If you’re ever in Austin, be sure to visit the Atheist Community of Austin or a Secular Texas meet up. Secular Texas is featuring your story on our blog, Texas Theocracy Watch. We think you’re a hero. Come talk to Secular Texas on facebook and twitter too as long as it doesn’t keep you from studying 🙂
K just liked the Secular Texas fb page! I’ll for sure visit one day! I really want to go to Austin so I’ll make sure to stop by at a meetup!
Great job! thank you.
I greatly admire your courage to speak up in that class and taking a stand for what’s right and constitutional, especially in Texas, the land of creationism and holy-roller Baptists. The country is badly in need of more people like you. We atheists are a growing sector and the sooner we assert ourselves in the public arena, the better off we’ll all be.
Keep moving on up! Maybe you’ll be America’s Julia Gillard. 1 in 10 Americans have no religious affiliation and there are 535 members of Congress. That means there should be maybe 53 that are Atheist/Agnostic, ya? But none of them are. Thank you so much for being speaking out and not letting that teacher have their way. I am a teacher in Texas, and I’m an Atheist. I’m not as brave as you are (I… If I spoke out as freely as you are able to, I probably wouldn’t have my job! It’d be different if I didn’t live in bloody Texas!)… but I still speak out a little though facebook.
Anyways, whatever you choose to do in life, be as brave and as outspoken as you were with that teacher. You’ll go on to do great things! 🙂
I support your ideology, but please don’t become an anti-theist, it’s the anti-theists who make us atheists appear to be aggressive and arrogant.
Good job! It just shows you don’t have to be a loud-mouth to right the wrongs of the world.
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If more atheists bravely spoke up like this and didn’t give a pass to instances of religious intrusion we’d never have to worry about our rights as atheists.
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Brave movement Sara, congratulations! I am live in Pearland, TX. Last week when I went to my son’s high school for open school I saw there are two notice about christian club and symbol of crosd too, I don’t know whether I can complaint about it to the principal.
Hey sorry for the late reply! I would email freedom from religion foundation. They can tell you if it is allowed or not. Best of luck, Sara.